2126
date: 2014-02-14
time: 21:26:46

coming home after a pub crawl with harry and you feel his arms snake around your waist and his hands clasp behind your back as he walks you both into the bedroom and his fingertips are warm and light as they trail down your body, his breath a sweet mixture of beer and peppermint as he gently blows against the raw marks his mouth has left on the skin of your neck
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0711
date: 2013-11-18
time: 07:11:49

on any other album i’d be fuckin confused about why there’s no real uniform sound going on but with midnight memories i keep hearing each of the fucking boys in each of the songs, nothing else they’ve done has had so much of them in it and you can hear their personalities come out in the shit they wrote, like happily just feels like harry, and you can fuckdamn see louis and liam having a blast coming up with little black dress and niall writing a love letter to his band in don’t forget where you belong and IT’S THEM IT’S A LITTLE MESSY AND ALL OVER THE PLACE BUT YOU CAN HEAR THE LAST YEAR OF THEIR LIVES AS THEY CREATED AND GREW AND TOOK MORE CONTROL OF THEIR BAND CRAMMED INTO EVERY SONG AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH IT’S THE ALBUM THEY’VE MADE TOGETHER AND I’M FURIOUS
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15:16
date: 2013-11-06
time: 15:16:17

i wonder if he wears slippers around the house and what drinks he always orders at restaurants and what his last thoughts are before he finally closes his eyes for the night. i wonder what his hair smells like and what his skin feels like and why he got each of the inked marks on his skin. i wonder if he prefers texting or calling and if his mother used to sing him lullabies when he was a child and what he feels like when he hears rain falling. but i am never going to know what his skin feels like pressed against mine or what he likes in his coffee. and i wonder why i love a stranger with all my heart and why someone who doesn't even know my name, means more to me than i mean to myself.
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23:43
23:42
lord give me strength
02:54
date: 2013-08-18
time: 02:54:00

do you ever just think about dating harry styles
like actually just coming home after work or whatever and seeing harry styles doing whatever it is he does and he just comes over and asks how your day was and kisses your neck and asks whats for dinner of if you want to go out and just
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uhh yeah so
date: 2013-06-26
time: 01:25:00

harry's hot but he's so big and awkward and bad at conversation and he's kind of a pushover and it makes me mad because if he wasn't famous i could totally seduce him and make him my slave
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!!!?!!
date: 2013-06-25
time: 14:50:00

i want to get drunk with harry i bet he’s so cuddly and affectionate when drunk like just clings to ur arm and grabs ur shirt as u walk and he sits as close to u as possible and buries his face in ur neck while humming tunelessly and he says stupid things and cant quite control all of his limbs at the same time and u just have to take care of him and he loves it :(
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nO
date: 2013-02-13
time: 22:49:00

but can you imagine harry kissing your neck really slow to tease you and then grabbing your hands to make them fit into his then he would kiss you on the lips with soft perfect lips but then he puts his lips centimetres away from yours, he keeps them there just to tease you and then he grabs your face and starts to give you the most passionate kiss you’ve ever gotten omg this is too much for me
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don't mind me, just having harry feels again
date: 2012-12-06
time: 23:58:00

this is honestly a recurring issue for me. i know it's so incredibly stupid but i honestly like have a problem. it's not some stupid crush on a member of a boy band. harry girls fall in love with harry. i don't know how it is for other girls but with harry you can't just be like "oh he's cute" and leave it at that. it's like you fall in love with him. every physical aspect of him. his accent. the way he says "us". how caring he is. his inability to make jokes. even the way his feet are always pigeon toed. it's quite ridiculous really because how do i know he's like that in real life? it just sucks.
first i will never meet them. ever. and even if i did i'm nothing remarkable. to them i'm just another girl who's obsessed with them. i'm just going to be another face among a sea of screaming girls. i'm not funny or witty or even that pretty. nothing about me would catch their eye. it's not even that i want harry to fall in love with me because i know that will never happen. i just want to be friends with them.

like look at all the crazy shit they do. i just want to have as much fun as they do and if i were able to spend even an hour with them i think my life would be complete. i'm ranting. i'm sorry if anyone's actually reading this.
it's just one huge depressing mess when i realize that they mean so much to me and i'll never mean a damn thing to them. i'm 15 and spend hours staring at pictures of harry. it's stupid and i don't even understand it anymore. i honestly just don't get it. i don't know. it just sucks so fucking badly.
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kill me now
date: 2012-12-02
time: 13:04:00

harry has just the perfect personality with his lame jokes that he laughs at he is just so cute and would be the best boyfriend and would just cheer you up all the time and make you laugh and hug you and whisper funny things in your ear and rub your back and want to just lay around all day with you and just tease each other GOD

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