12.48
date: 2013-06-25 
time: 12:48:00
time: 12:48:00i love that i have like one reader here because it makes it so secretive and i love that because i can just let go of it all and just be myself completely and that's such a good feeling you know like i don't have to hide anything i really do recommend that you create yourselves a blog like this
now i'm rambling again and i guess that's a result of having no other brain activity than that which is completely consumed by travelling like i don't think about anything else and you wanna know something???????? it's exactly one week left and yeah that's probably why i can't form coherent sentences because as soon as i start or at least attempt to start thinking about what i should write my mind wanders back to travelling and yeah this is not exactly the easiest thing i've done
idek what i'm saying and i think i've managed to fit in those exact words in my three latest posts or something so haHA yeah
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2013.06.24
date: 2013-06-24 time: 21:28:00
time: 21:28:00hiii long time no see!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm rly not in the blogging mood anymore EVER but like i think i might have to push myself in on that territory again bc i'm gonna attempt and rly try my absolute best to keep all of u updated now when i'm going to america but like it's not like i have that many followers or anything but at least i'll be able to read it in the future or something wow i'm rambling i'm rly not in to this writing thing anymore it all just kinda flows out resulting in a terrible text so sry about that
today i went shopping with my mom and we also ate at a chinese restaurant idk what to say i just wanted to kinda test the waters u know since i've been away from here for such a long time so hopefully my writing skills will improve til it's time to travel
idek what language i will blog in i guess it depends on what feels natural over there so yeah maybe it will have to be swedish though bc like my relatives will probably read it idk how to feel about that bc i hate when ppl i know read what i've written and i have a terrible feeling that they will read the rest of my blog too and that would be awkward bc hARRY AND FEELS AND SMUT AND YEah pls stop reading this mom dad grandpa grandma or whoever it is
my head hurts bye
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27.05.13
date: 2013-05-27 time: 20:25:00
time: 20:25:00måndag. dagen har inte varit världsbäst, eller ens i närheten av det för att tala sanning.
denna bild gjorde åtminstone min dag väldigt mycket roligare
dagen började med att jag omedvetet stängde av mitt alarm som vid tjugo över fem imorse ville att jag skulle resa mig ur sängen. alarmet fortsatte att ringa var femte minut ända tills klockan var hel. då bestämde jag mig att jag skulle räkna till trettio och sen resa mig ur sängen. de där trettio sekunderna blev sextio sekunder, men jag lyckades faktiskt att komma upp till sist.
jag bestämde mig för att försöka fixa allt klart så snabbt som möjligt så att jag kunde kolla på teve de sista minutrarna innan jag var tvungen att cykla hemifrån nedåt tågstationen. än så länge var jag på halvbra humör och lyckades få tio lediga minuter över som jag spenderade med mtv och frukost.
medan denna bild höjde mitt humör x1000 igår, fina du!!!!!!!!!
cyklade ner till stationen med min egen röst i lurarna som jag dagen innan spelat in. lyssnade alltså inte på mig själv prata om inget särskilt, utan lyssnade på atom&kärnfysiken som jag har prov i på onsdag. kom fram till tågstationen med flera minuters mariginal och fick stå och vänta ett tag på perrongen innan jag kunde kliva in och sätta mig ner.
efter elva minuter var jag framme i skänninge och efter dryga fem minuter till var jag nu sittandes på bänken i skåprummet i väntan på att klockan skulle slå åtta tio. alice kom och vi pratade om helgen, london, harry och den kommande dagen.
min mobilbakgrund får mig nästan att tappa andan varje gång pga HOT
efter att de fyrtiofem minutrarna hade passerat gick vi nedåt till klassrummet för samling och information inför dagen. vi fick reda på schemat och vilka lärare vi skulle möta på varje station. vi fick sen tio minuters rast.
efter rasten gick jag tillsammans med resten av klassen upp till klassrummet där vi skulle gå igenom 'tal'. vi fick lära oss mer om hur man komponerar ihop olika slags tal, hur man kan börja, vilka som ska hålla tal, när man ska hålla tal och var man brukar hålla tal. i slutet fick vi i uppgift att skapa ett eget tal och sedan läsa upp det inför de andra. i slutändan fick vi bara höra ca sex tal och alla var i stort sett lika enformiga och tråkiga.
bilder som dessa visar jag alice femtioelva ggr om dagen och jag tror hon börjar hata mig en aning
sen hade vi tjugo minuters rast. då rasten var slut samlades hela årskurs nio uppe i idrottssalen där vi nu skulle testa att dansa. killarna samlade sig i en ring, tjejerna i en ring utanför. en lärare bad tjejerna att gå motsols tills hen sa stopp. killen man hamnade framför skulle man dansa med. detta upprepades alltså innan varje ny dans, så man dansade inte med samma kille hela tiden. vi gick igenom stegen i foxtrot, bugg och vals. alla jag kom med var precis lika dåliga som jag och det inträffade mycket pinsamt såsom exempelvis tåtrampning, och även nervöst skratt från min sida. råkade dessutom nästintill ramla rakt in i killen jag dansade med vilket gjorde mig ännu mer nervös.
efter en timmes dansande var det äntligen slut på tortyren och vi fick fyrtio minuters rast. därefter gick vi till ett annat klassrum där vi skulle få lära oss om vett och etikett. då vi är så få tjejer som fem styckna så fick vissa killar låtsas vara tjejer vid bordet. resten av oss fick en siffra, den man hade samma siffra som skulle man alltså ha som bordsherre/bordsdam. jag fick carl. killen skulle sedan föra tjejen till bordet medan man höll armkrok. vid sin plats skulle killen dra ut stolen och skjuta in den medan tjejen satte sig. killen satte sig sedan till vänster. därefter gick vi igenom saker som hur man ska sitta (rakryggad, ej bredbent osv), hur man ska äta (hur man gör om det är många bestick tallrikar och glas osv), hur man utbringar en skål, vad man kan tala om, & hur man ska göra vid dans.
och detta skulle jag vilja ha i magen nu...mmmm
när denna "lektion" var slut fick vi fyrtio minuters lunch. sista lektionen för dagen hade vi tjejer bredvid vårt klassrum där vi fick lära oss gå i klackskor. killarna däremot hade lektion i klassrummet om hur man knyter slips.
därefter följde tjugo minuters rast tätt följt av en utvärdering av dagen. vi fick berätta vad vi lärt oss, vad man ska tänka på innan/under dansen, och vad de kan förbättra till nästa år.
i slutet av denna dag var jag otroligt trött och hängig och ville bara hem. humöret förbättrades inte direkt av att mobilen dog och att jag var tvungen att stå på perrongen och vänta i fyrtio långsamma minuter på tåget.
nu är jag iaf hemma sen många timmar och har ätit, lyckats slumra till, pluggat lite halvdant, skrivit på en berättelse jag påbörjade igår, twittrat, smsat, duschat.
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om sommarens bestyr
date: 2013-05-26 time: 11:12:00
time: 11:12:00i dagar som dessa gör jag inget annat än att sukta efter kommande månader, vilket ju kanske inte är det klokaste att göra. detta med att leva i stunden och det som just nu är är inte min starkaste sida. det är så häpnadsväckande mycket som inom kort kommer förgylla mitt liv så det jag i själva verket borde göra är att helt enkelt luta mig tillbaka och gotta mig i lugnet. på senaste tiden har jag förvånat mig själv mer än jag trodde var möjligt. jag har tagit alla chanser som kommit min väg och genomfört mega-mycket jag aldrig skulle gjort annars. ett enormt tips jag skulle vilja dela med mig av är - get out of your comfort zone. det låter läskigt, men det ger dig så mycket möjligheter och öppnar så många dörrar. endast för att jag vågat ta tag i mina drömmar och fantasier och framför allt annat vågat fråga andra människor om hjälp, något jag alltid sett som en svårighet, så har jag otänkbart mycket spännande saker som väntar mig i den närliggande framtiden.
om drygt en månad tar jag mitt pick och pack och åker alldeles ensam till amerika. helt ensam är jag förstås inte, men mina reskamrater har jag aldrig mött förut - jag vet inte ens vilka dessa personer är. under tre veckor ska jag med en klunga främlingar åka på en roadtrip från usas västkust till usas östkust. min resedagbok kommer se ut som följande:
dag ett - los angeles
dag två - anaheim / los angeles
dag tre - las vegas
dag fyra - grand canyon national park
dag fem - monument valley tribal lands
dag sex - santa fe
dag sju - carlsbad caverns
dag åtta - san antonio
dag nio - austin
dag tio - lafayette
dag elva & tolv - new orleans
dag tretton - memphis
dag fjorton - nashville
dag femton - great smoky mountains
dag sexton & sjutton - washington d.c.
dag arton & nitton & tjugo - new york city
alltså en fullkomligt fullproppad resa fylld till bredden med skojiga äventyr. efter fem dagars vila hemma i sverige åker jag återigen ut på äventyr, denna gång en två veckor lång solsemester till en liten by i turkiet. sommaren har aldrig förr varit så fullproppad med härligheter som sommaren detta år, och att uttrycka mig med orden "jag längtar!" känns som en massiv underdrift.
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date: 2013-02-27 time: 13:37:00
time: 13:37:00hej alla idag är jag på superhumör för idag är det sol och jag liksom känner hur våren närmar sig och jag älskar det!!!!! kom nyss hem från skolan och ska typ träna kolla på serier lyssna på musik gå ut på pw och göra läxor?? har inget att skriva kanske inte börjar blogga igen trots allt hejdå hahhahah
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harryrockmehardimwaitingforucometomama
date: 2013-02-27 time: 00:44:00
time: 00:44:00okej blev nu extremt taggad på att börja blogga igen så kanske blir så och isåfall blir det förmodligen på svenska jag vet inte vad jag säger jag ska lägga mig nu hejdå
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like whattup i got a big cock
date: 2013-02-27 time: 00:41:00
time: 00:41:00hej alla nu är det väl typ första gången någonsin som jag faktiskt bloggar på svenska så det är ju lite kul eller hur??? idag har varit en relativt bra dag alltså inte superbra men inte heller superdålig utan mer ljummen (ehh??) hade sjukaste jävla drömmen inatt och vaknade typ helt vettskrämd hahahah och personen jag drömde om har jag typ varit rädd för hela dagen?? känner att jag kan vara lite halvt mentalt störd och kanske borde gå och kolla upp det ehh ja jag har förresten märkt att jag helt och hållet har gett upp allt med grammatik och att typ sätta ut punkter och kommatecken utropstecken osv osv så allt jag skriver typ floooows and it feels good hihi men det förtjänar jag för i skolan är jag typ perfektionist och skriver grammatiskt korrekt HELA TIDEN så jag får faktiskt skriva såhär här jag vet absolut inte vad syftet med detta inlägg var men kände för att skriva?? har skitont i ryggen/nacken och vet inte varför och har typ haft svullen mage hela dagen vilket känns sisådär och har typ gråtit över one direction som vanligt samt slösat bort mitt liv framför tvserier mEN har faktiskt skrivit i kanske 40 min sammanlagt på min uppsats i religion så är lite lagom självgod just nu annars är jag allmänt taggad och har massor saker jag ska göra osv osv och vad jag nu ska göra är att sova så kanske skriver mer imorgon (på svenska kanske???) om jag känner för det och eftersom jag ändå inte har några läsare på denna blogg kan jag ju skämma ut mig själv hur mycket som helst utan att det får några konsekvenser så jag lever the sweet life för tillfället heiehsih puss hej
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happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open
date: 2013-01-20 time: 02:00:00
time: 02:00:00oh okay so wow it's been a long time since i blogged, again. i was thinking about making a post earlier today actually but i kinda forgot about it and now when i was just about to go to sleep i remembered and was like 'omg i need to blog' and now i'm here and if that's not the most interesting thing you've heard all day you're wrong. today has been a pretty nice day but nothing's happened which made it pretty boring but at the same time i needed relaxation so it was good anyways i guess. i'm a nervwreck though because i've had a week off this week so i basically haven't exercised hard since monday so i have all this adrenaline in my body omg it's frustrating. i'm really fascinated by this though because i'm such a different person and it's crazy how much i've changed. like i never exercised before and now i'm about to rip my hair out because i miss my workouts so much. a person can change, i'm the living proof of that for sure. after laying in bed for about an hour just watching tv-shows i got so bored and i had soooo much adrenaline in my body so i decided to go outside even though i looked like a freak because i was too lazy this morning so i didn't wear makeup nor had i fixed my hair. i tried to drag my little brother with me too to get some company but he ditched me and chose to stay inside with his iPad (did i mention he's 8???). i didn't do anything at all tbh. i was practically walking around my house because i didn't want an encounter with my odd neighbours and especially not since i looked like i did. in the end it resulted in me running up and down our stair (still outside) so i guess i got some exercise anyways woops. i also tried to do some yoga in the snow pls don't laugh at me. i decided to stop though when i caught my neighbour watching me from the window (i literally have no privacy here because all my neighbours are nosy and curious it's frustrating as hell). i've painted my nails and cleaned my room and fixed a salad and i've eaten and i've blogged and i've listened to nostalgic music on a cd i had from like 2007 so memories came back to me it was awesome. i need to sleep because otherwise i won't be able to go to sleep at a decent time tomorrow and i have school so that would only be really troublesome.
reminder to self:
i need to stop thinking that i'm the exception
"everyone deserves to be happy except me"
"everyone has the right to do things just for pleasure except me"
"everyone should be able to relax except me"
"everyone can make mistakes because they're human and that's what humans do except me"
i'm not a special snowflake and i am not the exception to any of these things. i need to stop being stubborn and realize that my purpose in this world is not to torture myself whenever possible.
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my name is alexandra hi hello
date: 2013-01-13 time: 23:45:00
time: 23:45:00omg i need to go to sleep why am i still up??? my mind is going wild and i have all these ideas and things i want to do and i wanna do them now bc i know i'll be too lazy to do them tomorrow but i can't bc i need to sleep i have a problem. i don't even know what i am writing sry and also i need to blog more sry ignore this hopefully i'll have something to say tmrw that makes sense bye
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art is a kind of illness.
date: 2012-12-21 time: 22:07:00
time: 22:07:00hi y'all i'm not really in a writing mood so this will probably come out short and head-on the subject even though i don't even know what the subject will turn out to be. oh well let me tell you about my day. i now officially have christmas holiday and i'm surprisingly enough not as happy as i usually am about that. i will miss my classmates bc tbh they're the best class ever and my heart aches when i think about what a short time we have left together ugh. i got my grades and i'm not very content with them but i never will be until i have a:s in everything so i'll have to let it go i guess.
the schoolday today was basically: cleaning out my locker, cleaning our classroom, go to church and listen to the school choir's concert and then back to school to eat and get my grades. i'd like to tell you about the concert but i don't know how to type it to make it understandable so i'll just skip that. okay i'll try. three boys stopped in the middle of the song they were singing and dedicated one directions song 'what makes you beautiful' to one of the teachers and idk how i feel about them reminding me of 1d in school so i got both irritated and amused so idk but i guess it was pretty damn fun anyways ugh???
when i got home i showed my grades to my mom and she started nagging on me that i had to count my points and check if i would be getting into the school i want to and i got a headache and yeah i didn't do it i don't even know what i'm saying sry. she was proud of me though is guess but ugh i can't absorb the compliments about me being intelligent and hard-working and such a good student it's like i'm waterproof and the compliments are water so they're just kind of floating off of me immediately. like in school all my teachers also says to me that i'm really clever but i kind of just look at them as if they're the stupidest people i've ever met bc i just can't ugh no. honestly every single on of my teachers are saying that if i'll just gain more confidence and actually start believing i can do stuff i would get higher grades so that's something i'm gonna have to work on.
however i've also cleaned my entire room and watched the movie 'a cinderella story' (I FRICKIN LOVE HILARY DUFF OKAY) and i've showered and exercised. btw my appetite sucks and i'm never hungry (what's wrong with me??? seriously getting tired of this). all i've eaten today is oatmeal (like 3 spoons???), 2 clementines, a banana, a little pasta, chocolate and crispbread. oh well maybe it was more than i thought idk. i bought a magazine that i haven't even glanced at so i might read that a little now but i'm not sure. idk what to say so uhh yeah. this became way longer than i though it would so bless you if you've read this whole thing omg haha. bye love you.
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know what you want to do hold the thought firmly and do every day what should be done and every sunset will see you that much nearer the goal.
date: 2012-12-19 time: 13:56:00
time: 13:56:00wow today just might have been one of the most pointless days ever. we had two lessons today where we didn't do anything worth doing and not only that but between these classes we had a break longer than one hour consisting of nothing worth doing. on the other hand i've been clarified of what grades i'll be getting in math, physics, biology, chemistry, history, religion, civics and geography. D A B B C D C C. i'm not happy about this since i'm a hundred percent positive i could've done so much better if i actually would have poured my soul and heart into this but what's done is done and i'll just have to step up and do my absolute best after christmas instead. hope you had a great day so far and i'll probably write here later but if not bye!
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the painter should not paint what he sees but what will be seen
date: 2012-12-18 time: 16:42:00
time: 16:42:00omg today was probably the worst day of my life or at least a real shitty one. already when i woke up my mood was terrible and i actually even thought about not going to school. however i still ate breakfast and straightened my hair and put on makeup and all of that but like after that i just layed in my bed thinking about how much i just wanted to stay in it all day long. even though my day actually wasn't that terrible thinking of my lessons and all of that there's just been something bringing my mood down and i don't even know what it is. actually everyone's been really nice and polite and funny today and basically none of my lessons has been a pain in the ass but like still ugh i don't know.
first thing in the morning we had p.e. and we did this fitness test and before that i felt so sick like i would throw up any moment but i actually did better than i have in a lot of years on the test so that felt really good bc that way i know my exercising is showing off which feels soooo nice. after that we had a math test and hopefully it went pretty well even though i couldn't solve all problems but yeah over-all i think it went well. idk why i'm telling you about every lesson but whatever - moving on. on the swedish lesson we watched the first part of an english christmas movie and with only english subtitles so i honestly don't really know why we watched it on the swedish lesson but whatever i love english so like no problem thank you very much???
then it was lunch and like you probably remember from yesterday i'm feeling sick whenever i'm eating and today hasn't been an exception so i almost didn't eat anything but i wasn't even hungry so i guess no harm or well yes harm idk what i'm saying sry. then we had art (i love that class bc i've always loved painting and creating and things like that) and i finished a painting we've been working on for like 8 weeks or something (???) and i swear i had heart palpitations bc it didn't went like i expected it too and i always get upset when something like that happens when i'm the only one responsible and like the colors were messing with me today and i couldn't blend it perfectly and hahahah omg i sound like a freak now but whatever. in the end of that lesson the teacher took me aside and told me that i would be getting the grade A so i guess that's great bc it's as high on the scale as you can get but for some reason i still don't feel like i'm worth it and i'm not at all as happy as i could be and when he told me he was like "you almost look angry were you hoping for another grade???" and i was like "no, sry i'm just no good at reacting to things like this" and he was like "oh okay" and i don't know why i'm telling you this omg. then we had a terribly boring lesson where we're supposed to catch up with work we haven't finished but i'm done with everything cause it's like only a couple of days left on this term so i spent 40 minutes reading an awful book so that sucked. the last lesson (english) we watched the rest of that christmas movie and in the end of that class we also got a surprise which was that tomorrow we're gonna be able to sleep a little longer since our first lesson would be cancelled bc our teacher had to be home taking care of her sick kids so we also have no homework for tomorrow which is awesome so to sum this day up it should have been one of the best days ever but it's been totally the opposite which sucks ugh. i'm just gonna spend the rest of the night in my bed maybe watching some movies or something and then i also need to exercise but that'll be later.
now this was a hell of a post don't you think??? i guess my writing ability is back or what do you think??? i'm sorry if anyone's actually reading this omfg bless your soul ilysm bye.
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pictures from my trip to cape verde earlier this year and yes it was so beautiful
date: 2012-12-17 time: 22:22:00
time: 22:22:00hello again. i'm doing nothing but chillin' atm which i absolutely shouldn't do bc i have a math exam tomorrow omg??? i need to get to that but idk man i probably won't. i seriously have no interest in school anymore which is extremely annoying bc when i was a kid i loved school and i felt so cool when i got homework and it was like the best thing in the world omg i was insane??? i just wish it could still be like that bc let's be honest that would be awesome. at least it's only a couple of days left and then i have a holiday and some time to rest and hopefully find some motivation for schoolwork which i highly doubt but i'm gonna keep my hopes up bc you know anything is possible if you just believe??? btw i love how carefree i can be on this blog bc like in school and everywhere else i've always been like a freak when it comes to spelling and capital letters and punctuation and all that crap but here none of those things exists and it feels good man. it's just so flowing and comfortable to read don't you agree???
other than that i've been terribly bad with my exercising for a couple of days but thankfully my motivation is back and i think all that was needed was a couple of days off. i have a concern though. i have no appetite anymore??? like when i wake up breakfast is the last thing i want and as soon as i eat something i feel sick??? can anyone pls tell me what's going on bc like i've always loved food but now i'm only feeling sick when i eat and nothing looks or tastes or feels appealing anymore and it scares me ugh. maybe i need to have more variation in my food or something idk. let's just hope it turns back to normal asap.
wow now i feel like my thoughts are kind of just spilling out of my brain and flowing down in my fingers so i guess i'll just keep on writing then??? this has nothing to do with anything but omg i couldn't fall asleep last night I HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO FALL ASLEEP IT'S THE WORST.
BTW AND THIS IS ALSO OUT OF NOWHERE my life has changed so incredibly much in just like 6 months omg??? like if i think back 6 months ago i had a boyfriend (well we broke up like around 6 months ago but whatever) i was so unhealthy omg and like everything was different and now when i look at where i stand and who i am today i'm feeling nothing but pride it's such an amazing feeling omfg. i'm so proud for stepping out of my comfort zone and i mean look at how far i've come i'm so proud i don't even care if i sound selfish now but i'm awesome.
well this post was a random one with a lot of different things involved and i wanna say sorry to everyone who reads this bless your soul ily ok.
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when a young man complains that a young lady has no heart it's pretty certain that she has his.
date: 2012-12-17 time: 17:59:00
time: 17:59:00i know this is my personal blog and that i'm supposed to be able to vent here but i have a feeling that a lot of people who know me in real life is following this blog and no matter how much i want to vent right now i can't and it's kinda depressing. i can't even tell what kind of venting there would be because then everyone would know everything. but, moving on..
i know i've barely updated at all here but i'm stuck in a period of time where i can't turn my feelings into words like i usually can. my days aren't very interesting either so i can't tell you about that.
well actually there's this one thing that's been bothering me. i don't know if this is serious or not but i've developed a fear towards some foods and that's kind of scary. i've never been afraid of food and i honestly always thought that that wasn't possible for me but i guess it is.. as an example: soda. i'm afraid of soda. i've been researching a lot about it and how toxic it is for the body but i mean i still never thought it would be this bad. during christmas in sweden it's popular to drink a soda called "julmust" and i really like it and i've been telling myself that it's okay for me to drink it because christmas is only once a year you know but i just can't. yesterday i even had a nightmare about soda I MEAN HOW WIERD IS THAT??? i don't want to have "fear foods".
other than that my mood is actually pretty much amazing nowadays. i only have one week left in school and it's christmas soon and ahhh i'm excited. harry is still ruining my life with his perfection so i guess my life isn't changing drastically at the moment at least. i really don't know what more to say so i guess this is goodbye.
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all i want for christmas is harry styles naked in my bed.
date: 2012-12-05 time: 00:01:00
time: 00:01:00today has been such a stressed out day so i haven't really had time to blog anything, but i do now so i guess you all should be happy right? :)))
i don't have anything to say really. it's a busy week. today i've cheated a bit and felt horrible afterwards (not guilt, my body just doesn't react well to unhealthy stuff) and i haven't eaten anything since because i've been feeling sick non-stop ugh... i've been drinking a lot of water though so hopefully all toxins and stuff will be out of my body before i know it.
i've just finished up my speech for tomorrow too, and i will be talking about soda and the effects it has on the human body. i was going to speak about health in general at first, but i got an anxiety attack and ugh it was so bad so no, i will go with this instead. wish me luck?? xx
other than that my beautiful boy wasn't harmed at MSG so i'm really happy about that. will i ever get past this stage of my life??? god i care too much about harry.
i'm going to bed now, but i'll probably write something tomorrow. byeeee
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do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.
date: 2012-12-03 time: 19:31:00
time: 19:31:00OMFG MY HEAD IS SERIOUSLY ABOUT TO EXPLODE
all this fucking drama around my five precious boys is getting out of control. so apparently tonight when they're having their concert in MSG three of the boys - harry, louis and niall are in danger, and some people even say one of the boys will get shot and die. WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE??? i seriously can't handle all drama right now ugh.
besides that drama i have a fucking shitload of homework that needs to get done and i have no energy.
tuesday: speech in swedish about health, math homework
wednesday: test concerning genetics
thursday: spanish words, test concerning politics
i know i'm a lazy ass when it comes to stuff i really need to do, but i hope i can bring myself to realize that i need to do it. wish me luck and let's hope that all rumors are only rumors i guess???
what's life??? /
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