diary entry, september 12 (materialism)

i want skirt overalls
i want real English tea
i want an old plastic lunchbox
i want someone to read this all one day
i want to wear lipstick tomorrow
i want to love?
i want to marry chandler 
I want to paint my nails
i want to kiss a girl
i want to FUCK a boy
i want to go back to my childhood
i want a mean boy to fuck me and leave big pretty bruises all over my body
i want to break my neck
i want to fuck Harry Styles
i want anyone to fuck me
i want to be fucked up
                    fucked over
                    fucked sideways